Emily Kinney Hasn't Watched Her Last 'Walking Dead' Episode Yet

Emily Kinney holds on to her gal pal while Christmas shopping together at The Grove on Monday afternoon (December 22) in West Hollywood, Calif.

The 29-year-old actress recently opened up about her final episode of The Walking Dead, in which – SPOILER ALERT! – her character Beth died.

“Something happened this season – it started happening last season too, where I feel like I had a certain experience filming it, and while it’s nice to see the final product come out, it’s not so enjoyable,” Emily told EW. “It’s not as though I’ve been like ‘Oh, I’m never watching it.’ But I actually have not watched the episode. I haven’t sat down and watched it. I feel it’s sort of out of my hands at a certain point and I’m very proud of the work I’ve done with The Walking Dead. I don’t feel like it would be fun to watch myself. It feels a little painful.”