Camila Cabello Is 'Exhausted' After An Amazing 2018

Camila Cabello celebrates 2019 with all her fans while performing during Dick Clark’s New Year’s Rockin’ Eve With Ryan Seacrest 2019 on Monday night (December 31) in Los Angeles.

The 21-year-old “Never Be The Same” singer looked back on her amazing year in a new message on her Instagram.

“New Year’s Eve has always been my favorite holiday- even more than Christmas- there’s something so crazy about thinking of all the moments and emotions and people you met and memories you made at the end of the year, and knowing you couldn’t have predicted ANY of it,” Camila writes.

“Realizing that something unexpected happening in a moment changed your day, changed the course of the week, changed your life for that year, and so on…. every single day really is a blank page; and that thought is both terrifying and exactly what it means to be alive.

She continues, “Looking back on this year, I’ve never felt more alive, never felt the experience of being a human more intensely. I’m exhausted. LOL. But that’s how I want it. 2018. I’ve never been more in love with life than I was this year.”

“It’s messy, it’s beautiful, it’s hard, it’s unpredictable, it’s full of hope and dreams and discovering who you are, it’s so damn precious,” Camila adds. “How the story unfolds is and isn’t under our control- all we can do is decide to show up- no matter how scary it is, no matter what happens…. to see how it turns out. Here’s to a blank page tomorrow. Happy new year ❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️.”

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