Kylie Jenner Explains Why She & Tyga Took a Break

Kylie Jenner is getting more candid than ever in a new interview for Complex, in which she talks about her break from boyfriend Tyga and the reason she got lip injections.

The 19-year-old reality star also posed for a very racy photo shoot with the mag, featured in the October/November 2016 issue. Here are some highlights from the interview:

On getting lip injections: “It has been an insecurity of mine all my life. This guy I kissed was like, ‘Your lips are really small but you’re a really good kisser. I didn’t think you were gonna be good at kissing.’ It was so rude. From then on, I just felt like I saw guys staring at my lips. I felt like no one wanted to kiss me.”

On lying about her lip fillers at first: “I wasn’t even 17 yet. What if I came out and said, ‘Oh, yeah, I got my lips done’? What are all those moms going to think about me? These kids, my fans, they’re going to think I’m crazy. I didn’t want to be a bad influence. I didn’t want people to think you had to get your lips done to feel good about yourself. But they thought it was crazier that I was lying about it because it was so obvious. I wish I had just been honest and upfront.”

On her month-long break from Tyga: “I just needed to see what it was like not being with him. [In the end] we realized that wasn’t what we wanted.”

For more from Kylie‘s candid interview, visit Complex.com!